Oh no! I think I have stepped onto the mine! In pain, please help!! She is now very angry… prob is, wat is it? I was like wat the he*l goin on! Our relation is like worse than that of a stranger. Tried to talk to her. She was like very “fan” and turned away when I was talking to her. What is she thinking… I needed answer. She was like that ever since the sentosa trip. Chiwei told me she dun usually talk to ppl one and only response when ppl talk to her. What can I do to patch out?

Me wanna die liao lar… and why do I feel so abnormal today. Chiwei told me jus think that I dun like her… now, it was like, I dun feel like socializing, dun feel the friends, are friends. Strange ah… it was like I’m back to my lonely self. The one that didn’t wanna socialize, the mr. anti-social.