Just woke up. Feeling bored… but and haiz… no activity… the guys wanted to go to bowling and pool, invited me, but I reject. Is it cos she won’t be goin? Nah… Just dun feel like goin and sad leh… this blog quite deserted. Forgotten all my html and javascripty stuff… still doesn’t know to create the navbar thingie… any1 who read tis entry and happen to know, please help.

I told her after the mighty man camp that I dreamt of her having prob with her relation. Of course, I myself also not sure whether tis is true or not. After checking out with her… She was shocked that I knew bout it. Haha, also amazed that it is so accurate… Wanna help and be there when she needed. But she told me prob solve already. Is it true? In the JB camp, I happen to notice that the guy in which she had prob wif is called Shane… I wondered… wat prob could she be facing…she once told me that the guy (Shane) wanted her to wait. I was like… !!! I happened to had quite a lot of experience with relation thingie… “whatever says” (translate in Chinese) I also quite sensitive and mature when dealing with relation mah… haha.

Want her to wait. I could think up of two scenarios, 1st, not time yet. Which were the more common ones. Can be coz of studies, parental “againstment”, etc. the 2nd possibility, is quite uncommon, but possible. That is the first thoughts that flash across my mind. He still in relationship. He wanted her to wait cos he’s still not done wif the previous.

Or is she trapped in btw? I felt sorry. And that I couldn’t do much to help, but just want her to know… there is still someone behind who will give a helping hand…( that’s when I enter the stage.. haha). But all these is just assumption, she never really told me much.

I wondered what she thinks of me. Hard for me to know since we don’t speak much even when we are together. Actually, me humorous one… also helpful, caring. Haha. I even won the most courteous award in my skool. Bet you all dunnoe. Haha. How can I get to know her more? Will she accept me? Maybe I should wait awhile… but will she still available when I’m ready? Does she even know I like her...?