Hmm... I think I am soo... wrong bout something. I never actually feel that i treat her as a friend. Deep inside me, it is still struggling, i still like her. I tried to contained it and for a short while, i really tot i had forgotten her alr. Today, I dreamt of being with her, and the happy time we had together... It seem so real... It felt so good that she dun hate me anymore. Afterall it is stil a dream. But it make me realise she still the ONe...
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NO...!! This is so gonna stop... i need to be clear on something... wat i want now is friendship.... am i still trapped inside the "ANTI" kindda mindset? Really need friends to understand me. Only this will make me feel wanted. So that i will nt tink bout bgr... Really... i dun care tt much now... but jus needed somebody to tok to. But also, i shouldn't interfere with others life... If they are nt willing... then be it.
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Anyway... I'm starting skool tomorrow. Remember, samuel. Socialise is the key. And try nt to scare them(as if i would).