I actually wanted to write my blog yesterday, but i was too... tired.
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A lotta thing happen yesterday. First i went to SR, then went all e way back to my sec. school in woodlands. Then had to travel all e way to harbourfront, since yu xiu organise a gathering at her house, also to celebrate dulcia's birthday(hmm... mine is also near le... haha). Then so sad... i had to leave my frens cos i had reunion dinner with my mother's side of relatives. I really wanted to stay... but i muz set my piority rite.
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And it was soo... nice. She is there to hear wat i wanted to say but nvr had a chance to say. And i'm also nw confused. Is she treating me as a good fren or does she light up the green light and allow me to continue? Anyway... i will always respect her decision... I never wanted to make e person i like feel trapped. I wanted her to have freedom.. but whenever she faces a setback, I will always be there 4 her... there to support her.
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In school, i nvr actually do anything that show, i like her. I dun wan to have rumours to be spreading all around. I'm afraid that she will get scared off or pissed off. But i can't control it, and become too obvious tt i will show it out. So sry... sometime i let her land into a difficult situation. I hope she won't mind.
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Last night, i also chat on e phone with my fren, chiwei. While chatting with her on msn, she seem unhappy and sad. So i called her, and try to understand wat happen. I nvr leave my fren alone whenever they need help. After much chatting, she felt better, i was relieved.
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But thinking about it... i helpped others off their sorrow, share their prob... wat bout me? I may seem strong and had no prob, but it's cos i acted like one. Till now, only 3 knows hw i feel. Chiwei, Her and God.