Haha... jus got 2 stay positive... No one understand an anti-socialist except an anti-socialist. Faking friendship is so tiring. Faking enthu is slowly killing me. So sorry, my fren, Ced and Marcus. Anyway thanks 4 being there 4 me but now i think no one will ever understand how i feel. No one. I'm being closing up all my inner feelings coz i need to respect e others. It's not good to tell things bout other.
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Also dun know wat exactly wrong with me. Am i tired? Definitly not. Jealous? Hope not.
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I'm always giving in. There is no win-win solution. At least, i nvr did try to do it. I'm always e losing party. Whatever setback i got, i will just absorb it like a sponge, nvr did i share it with anyone. I always blocked my unhappiness. I'm about to be overwhelmed by it. It's killing me!!!
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As for e one i love. I respect e choice u make. Jus hope tt u will be happy. But e decision will directly affect me. Haha... dun mind me. Let me rot.
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Dud... are u being too sensitive? Why make such a big fuss?
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I've always being sensitive. Simple action or cues can mean a lot to me. A wrong moves is enough to spolit my day.
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Only e good Lord is able 2 understand me. I was able 2 feel his pressence. I'm so glad He is always there when i need help. But Lord!! Why are u so unfair. Why do u make me to be anti-social? I had enough of tis.
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In fact, i do wan 2 open up. But no one is there to listen to wat i'm going to say. At least no one qualified enough to. I doubt my true frens will wanna listen to tis alr. They will think, wat crap is samuel toking about. And there i am... still stuck in this state crying for help but no one care... e world is still going to turn... without me...