Haha... good act samuel. At least, no one think tt i'm really sad today.
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I tried to tok to fadhil and sean and persude them to join e 'gang'.
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Also, i'm really tired and pissed. I never long for a friend so much b4.
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You may be thinking y am i sayin tt i'm an anti-social when i dun seem like one. It's just tt i'm trying not to be one. I'm in e process of doing so. I need support, i need help! It may take months... maybe years... really need friends to help me. B4, i totally feel no feeling for anyone. But when i start to feel bad 4 my friends doin so much 4 me coz they care, and me unable to feel the same way back... I'm felt happy, so relieved tt finally... i'm taking e first step OUT from being an anti-social.
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But dun b decieved, i may tell u tt i'm ok... but HONESTLY i'm not. And trust me... u won't noe when i will act. I may be happy, but i will act sad. I may be sad, but i will act happy.(normally it's e latter) And sometime, i will just show out how i feel.
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Today... went straight home after lesson.I did not even bother to go find her. Ok... nt straight home... i did wander around. I wanted to look 4 friends to go back together.
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Actually, i really hope tt i can be with my friends. At least i'll not think so much and enjoy being with friends. I really want to change.
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Haha... also dun understand why. I only like to talk to gals on how i feel. Chiwei, her, Jinyan, Ethel... etc. Pehape, only they will truly understand how i felt. And tt's y all my best friends are gals...
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\/=^-^)/ Thanks u all! Best frens 4ever!