I just tell jie jie bout everything yesterdae. I'm so afraid that she will be like all my others frens n abandon me. I so afraid that i will lose jie. She's e closest person to me nw n i wonder wat will happen to me when she's gone.
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That day, b4 tellin jie bout it, i went to kovan heartland mall n by all mean get e monkey soft toy jie lost. Hope tt will cheer jie up. When jie is happy, i will(most probably) be happy. E fact is yesterdae i felt terrible. Jie likes to play 'disowning di' and give me e cold shoulder e whole day, me felt so bad lo. Even though i noe jie was jus playin, i can't help it but... well 4 get it. Please dun add oil to e situation tt is still nt under control.
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Haha.. i did find e monkey. Then i buy a few other stuff b4 goin home. I began makin jie belated birthday gift. Which was last yr nov lo. lol, so long ago, anyway jie say she dun mind wan. Hu noes i will reallie go prepare it. Haha.. a word of caution to my frens out there. Be careful wat u wish 4.
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So tis is wat i made 4 jie jie. I make frm 8pm to 4+ in e mornin lo... hope jie will like it. Tis mornin super tired lo. But i dun wan to let jie jie know, scare she worried.














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Actually, i told jie bout it lo. I suddenly felt so relieved. Be4 tt, i was like very sad one lo. Veri confused, and felt tt i gonna breakdown soon.
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Now, though e outcome is nt wat i want it to be. But i will respect jie choice. However, hope jie noe... I will always be there 4 her. I'm there 4 everyone... but hu's here to support me...
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Haiz.. dun think negative le la, think positive.
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There's sth i dun noe whether i shld say. But anyway, sometime when jie jie is veri close to other guy i a little nt comfortable, or is it jealous... Nvm la... only a little. It's natural... but i felt veri contridicting lo... on 1 hand, i say i will respect jie's decision, on e other... i get jealous... WTH...
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But whatever happens... i hope jie noe tt di will support her one. And will b waitin 4 her...