What a tiring day. This is e second day of orientation in SR. I think we had done a great job in leading e freshmen. However, i felt that they are not as enthu as we were durin e first orientation, our batch. Also partly our fault, we r not as pro as our senior, Nicholas and Vincent, as an OGL.
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Yesterdae, i actually went round hearland mall till 8+ tryin to find materials, to make into keychains or handfone accesories to give to jie, and me keeping one. It's sth like "frens 4ever" sort of thing, only tt it's "didi and jiejie 4ever", so we will remember each other when we see it.
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Also I need to revert back to my original self le lar, no point acting on. I want to NOT be so enthu and being sociable during e 1st 3 mth so i can see who cares, who are true frens. And my objectives really works. I found some really good frens, and a good jie jie(is she..?). But now I can't revert back le. Everyone believes that i'm e quiet one, everyone thinks that I'm tt kinda always depressed one, no one give me a chance to let me go back to my top form, as e leader i truly is. (Hmmm... evidence being... hey, i'm e vp of student council leh, n is used to be as cheerful n enthu as jane lo. lol)
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However e fact tt i am anti-social is still true, it's only tt i want to acquire skills in leadin, skill in management of ppl, skills in organizin things. But tis isn't a place for me to pick those skills d. Since i started badly, it's good that i will be goin to a new environment(polytechnic) and start o'er again. Hope i will not screw up e nxt time. Wish me luck~! \/=^-^)/
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And, i still like jie alot. However, we still need to continue with our lives. I tried veri hard, literally, to treat her as jie, even though hw my overwhelming my feelin towards her is. Hope after i get to polytechnic, we will still keep in contact and go walk walk. And haha... since jie jie might be seeing tis... jie jie u still owe me my birthday present leh. And got time go play pool... go ice-skate k? I still remember\/=~_~)/ haha