Sunday, April 30, 2006


    OMGosh... i close e browser be4 i published e entry i've written like for e past half an hour... n i was like so stm... i alr forgotten wat i written. ARRGG~!! Haiz... anw, juz my luck.
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    I will try n recall wat i say. It's sth like... ermmm... asking whether is there a limit in e msn contacts... coz i gt he*l lotta them n expected to increase even more in e comming mth. Especially tis yr. Goin to SR is a nice experience. I made a lotta fren. Frens frm SRJC Orientation grp, SRJC Civic grp, Temasek Antor grp, n Temasek Design Skool, Edna. Comming to this place is reallie fated, and i think if u were to allow me to choose again, btw SRJC n TP, I would choose TP. I'm starting to love everything bout e skool. E environment, e campus, e frens n wait n see... if i would love e lecturers here too. Lol.
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    I would also widen my circle of frens... beside making frens with classmate, i will make frens with course mate, skool mate n poly mate. But i would still spent most of e time limited only to a small circle of good frens. Who are they? Still looking. Had i few in mind alr. \/= ^-^)/
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    As for e rest of e blog... I reallie forget alr... they r reallie good issue to tok about, but... haiz...
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    maybe write more later tonight if possible. As for now.. quickly published be4 i forget n close e browser again. \/= ~_~)/

    @ 10:36 PM

    Saturday, April 29, 2006


    It seem tt my biological clock is set. I will definitly wake up be4 7 at weekday, but for weekend like today, i juz couldn't get my bum out of bed. i climb out of bed lik bout 11. Aiyo... i missed e mornin saturday cartoons alr. Lol. After wash-up and having a light breakfast, e first thing tt went into my mind is OH no~! I haven't practice my violin for this week~! N e lesson is in e afternoon.
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    I pick up my violin, went thru e few exam pieces. Usually, tt's all i will practice. But tt morning... i continued to practice. I even go into e details... spotting mistake in intonation, n prefecting unfamiliar parts. I have nt done tt for yrs... at least nt till someone gave me e motivation, e support. I reallie thanks tt fren of mine. Also, we promised each other tt we will work hard in achieving our individual goals.
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    I'm goin to help my fren draw a piece of caricature. For so long since i've pick up a pencil to draw. I dun reallie think it will turn out nice. I used to draw pic frm e images in my mind, but nw i can't. I'm reallie dissapointed at myself. Anyway... I will try my best. I placed e paper on e desk n HEY..~! where's my collection of drawin pencil? Well... I think it's in e storeroom alr, collecting dust. (note. i dun show ppl my work if i'm nt satified with it. lol. so dun ask for it if i dun produce it. Obviously, it will be a "failure work")

    @ 11:03 PM

    Friday, April 28, 2006


    Just woke up. It was reallie a fun day. And a reallie tiring one too. Can u believe it? I trek from Temasek Polytechnic(tampinese) back to my house(serangoon). I never had a map with me. Beside, my sense of direction is veri bad, i actually go in e opposite direction for like bout 20 min be4 i notice n turn back. I did nt go by any shortcut and went e wat e bus normally go. And i like only travel by bus from tp to my house for less than 10 times, so i'm nt even familiar if i take e bus. I walked e route of bus no. 8, then 58 be4 reaching my place.
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    I started at e bus stop rite outside TP. After walking for a while, I notice i got to Bedok Reservior Road~! I could have exit via TP back door n go pass e park to reach there faster~! I was like walking for soo.. long but i still at Bedok Reservior Road area... It was a quite a distance until i got to Ubi Ave... And after tt... i finally reach payar lebar road i think... where they was bus 58. I continue my journey... But it was getting tougher by e time, tt area do nt have a lane for ppl to walk pass n i had to go o'er to e working n factory area. I had always need to keep e road in sight or else i might get lost. Some building tt i still remember include Tat wan building, Kapo factory. heehee. After walking like for so long... i decided to stop o'er for lunch... i haven't eaten my lunch yet~! So hungry... for record purpose, i note down e shop name. Hak Kee Cooked Food.
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    After e light meal, i bought a bottle H20 n continue my journey. It was another long walk be4 i see Payar Lebar Chinese Methodist Church. Finally, it was somewhere where i'm familiar(tt is, i remember passing by there in bus, and tt it's nt far frm my house alr.) I was correct~! It was only a short distance when i see e sign which indicate Serangoon Central, a place where i always hangout after school. I started to pick up my pace, bought SuperRing snack at e bus stop's shop and e rest was ez... Home Sweet Home~! Finally... i went back, then i caught my sis playin my com... I was too tired to scold her... i told her i sign into my msn... n let her continue to play. Then i have a cooling bath, n went straight to bed, well nt straight, i had a glass of carrot juice be4 i went to bed.
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    I regret when i woke up tt i didn't take down e time when i reach any prominant landmark for record purpose. i also dun noe when i return... ask my sis, she say at bout 5. Wow... That was loong... i started my trek after school ends which was like 11 plus plus. Hmmm... even though i say out like veri ez... but actually it's all bout endurance n after tt... my shirt is like soaking wet. It was reallie a cool experience... but i will nt consider doin it again, nt unless i have a reallie gd reason.
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    Stop writing nw... my friend ask me to help him think of what to write for his Project Work ideation proposal. N think tis pt... ppl reading tis... pls tag.

    @ 7:48 PM

    Thursday, April 27, 2006


    Usual day... Not much to say bout it. At least, i will try to record some of e happening tis few days be4 i forget it.
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    Well... anyway... i dun even remember wat happen yesterday...
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    I can say, today's nt a good day. Yah i was sick since yesterday, feeling so lousy n stuff. Dun reallie have e mood to go to school, to tok to frens. I wonder why am i so weak, i fell sick ez when i dun exercise regularly. But i dun have e time, i dun have e commitment.
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    Also, why am i still slacking around? Didn't i promised to start o'er again? I've planned for a lotta of things. I 've lotta things i NEED to do... why have nt started anyhing? Izzit coz i lack e motivation? Maybe... she used to encourage me n give me support whenever i'm facing a problem. Now tt it's all o'er, from where, can i find tt strength to continue again?
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    God had made me to be special. I'm unique. Though i do nt show it... ppl known tis feeling as anti-soical. Yep... i dun reallie like to be with ppl. Be it frens, family. No doubt i enjoyed their accompany, but what i'm saying is tt i can still survive without them. I'm used to lonliness... I kinda like tis feeling n find it rather familiar.
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    However, i dun wish tis to happen. I want frens, I want ppl who can understand me, to understand me. Till then, i won't remove e mask i'm wearing. E one tt seem so friendly, so sociable. I believe. If i isolate myself frm others... no one will wait for u, they will just move on. N u will be left behind.
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    Anyway... i'm better off nw, being e vp of Student Council is e first evidence. It is to shw myself tt i can do it. But I 've being wearing tis mask for yrs... i'm tired. No one truly understand hw i feel. Pehape, no one can, except God.
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    Anyway... forget bout those inner feeling n hmm.. let's see... oh yah... my sis...
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    Reallie dunnoe hw can we teach her to be good. No doubt at times she guai n tt i find her cute, but she a terror i tell u. Veri unreasonable, self-centred, rude to me n even my parents. I can stand it when she shout at granny. I like my granny... n she dare to... Congrats to her, she muz be e first grandchild to be rude n disrespectful to her. Well... maybe i'm in e wrong nw tt she became like tis... i am nt a good bro as i can't teach her to be guai. But also, it's my parent fault. They pampered her alot when she was young and give in to watever she wants. I used to tell them dis shldn't be e way, but they think tt she still young. It's okie... How many times muz i tell them tt they shldn't teach her like e way they teach me. Since young, i've being tis guai... n u shld nt expect tt every of e children r like me.
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    Oh well... i think i've written alot. Even though i've still issues to say out, maybe stop writting for nw. Lol... my frens on msn can't wait alr. HAha... hmmm, maybe tt's e prob with having a few acct signin in together with a total of almost 500 contacts. : ) (am i sociable or wat\/=-_-)/)

    @ 11:10 PM

    Tuesday, April 25, 2006


    Went to school today, for prize presentation and talk by e TPDS director, moses. Actually i wore e camp t-shirt. It was damn plain n mine was veri crumpled. Saw nobody wearing so i change back to my usual Samuel and Kelvin shirt, only to realise that Esther, one tt remind me to wear e shirt, IS wearing it. Then i felt bad lo...lol, cos i say i will also be wearing, then in e end. Only she is wearing it. \/=~-~)/
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    Luckily e talk ended early. At bout 11++ i think. Then we went on to have our lunch at Pizza Hut. Since my puberty had stop long ago(lol)... my appetite is nt big. 2 slices of pizza n i was like...
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    Then we went to K Pool to play pool. Well... tis is e 3rd time i play pool. So, i'm also a beginner. Esther is also a beginner. We requested that we have a table on our own. Well... if we dun. We will get trash badly by e pros.
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    But ya noe... i'm a gentleman. lol. so most ball... i hit without aimming. haha. And tt's y our first game so 'fast'. When we decided tt e first game to be draw, e other table was alr like their 4th game alr. Yah... we were tt slow. Luckily... our second game ended more quickly as i mistakenly hit e black ball in. The third game, there was a time when both of us were like left with e black ball. But she hit both e black ball n e white ball in.
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    Later, when i boarded 22 alone, i saw esther again. Then i remebered she's taking 22 too. Lol... i smsed her but veri strange, e sent msg did nt reflect on my sent list. Maybe it's because my inbox n sent list too much sms alr. I had 1535 smses lo... I decided tt i delete everything, haha... took almost 16 min be4 all of the msg was deleted. Anyway i just wonder if she had recieved it. Nvm.. checked with her later when she's online.
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    Veri sian on e 22. I started reading my QT book. And be4 i know it it, I was alr asleep. When i woke up... i'm still nt there yet.. OMGosh...i decided to call my cousin. Who just return frm China trip... i think, her name is also Esther... so i juz scoll down e contacts.. saw an Esther n called. I was expecting to hear e ringing of e fone, but i was shocked when I heard "pls wait while we connect u to e user(or whatever,,, i forget alr)". I hang up, then redialed. Tis time i waited, expecting my cousin to answer at e other end... It was my course mate Esther Goh... Kept apologizin till we hang up e fone. Damn embrassing sia.. haha.
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    Hope my sis will behave today... coz gor had a surprise for her today. Knowing she like Jocie... i bought a Jocie music cd for her. Hope she will like it. :) heehee... i'm a damn good gor sia...
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    OMGosh... she returned alr... better end nw and prepare to surprise her. Bye... Published tis nw....

    @ 6:40 PM


    I think that my stm is getting worser... for e past few days i kept tryin to recall if there is anything significant bout CampIgnite, but nth comes up.
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    However, i still remember e last day. When everyone write for each other nice thing in e cards. For me, it's just a simple 'good fren 4ever' for almost all e cards. N i reallie meant it, it came frm e bottom of my heart, n i will treasure each of my fren. Ppl may thing i'm insincere... well... i have nth to say bout tt. Maybe they r rite, i'm tired then(7days of camp, nt tired meh), and i reallie can't remember all of them, i nvr did make an effort to think of nice thing to write.
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    Well... only thing is i made alot of frens. E weird thing is tt, rather than getting to know more bout frens from my own group, i went around e skool looking for ppl to tok to. Lol... and Dun get me wrong, they are all guys. Seriously... i want to make more frens. n It's time. For ppl who know me. They knew i'm a very anti-social person. My circle of friends are usually veri small. Now, i muz work hard to becomming more sociable.
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    Can't wait for lesson to start. Wonder how lesson will be like? How different it is from JC ones?
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    However they are like... i'm sure i will enjoy it. Coz i've interest in wat i'm goin to learn. M passionate bout being a designer. Another interesting thing bout studying in TPDS is tt... we dun have exams...~! It will be so different frm e other skool. Since we won't have exam in design courses... i put up in my msn nick, "what is exam? can eat or not?".
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    I will end here... it's alr 12:45... n i had to attend a talk by our director tomorrow morning. So.. here's samuel signing off \/=^-^)/

    @ 1:04 AM

    Saturday, April 22, 2006


    ...Just return from CampIgnite '06. Even though our school nvr win, at least we got e best in cheerleading award. A dissapointment that we didn't get e most spirited award. Well... better start blogging on e stuff tt happen. Well... it has being veri long since i last blog. Ever since i went for e TPSU camp, i haven't gt e time to blog. Come to think of it. TPSU camp, tightly followed by tis CampIgnite. I had a total of 7 full days of camp. Damn tiring sia.
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    TPSU camp iz e best~! E games n activities are more fun than CampIgnite ones... Well... or izzit coz i'm alr veri tired n thus nt enjoying it? Well... like i say be4, i have STM... so ... OMGosh... i forgot wat happen then... shld have blog it down e min i return frm e camp...
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    Okie... all i want to say is tt i reallie enjoyed it. There i see some reallie potential leader, for eg Asyralf, our cheer master, and another gal(forget her name), who was in charge of our performance night then.
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    Okie, let's move on. Well... CampIgnite is e orientation program for design students. Well... like be4... at e beginning, i tried to be as anti social as possible. If u ask why i did tis... lol... tis is juz a small experiment :).. (when i once told a fren my reason for being anti-social. She say i damn mature, lol, so to save e embrassement... i dun wish to say y i did tt) Well... being a senior vp of sc, instead of leading, i try nt to... bt many time... i jus couldn't control it.. lol. But good thing Clarence help up... in leading e team :)
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    well.. i think i will end my blog with a BANG~! by sayin a cheer... AND... pls dun forget to tag it.
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    EDNA WILL WIN E WAR X infinity (lame rite..? yah samuel is lame)

    @ 12:30 AM

    Sunday, April 09, 2006


    Errmm... blogging again. Actually, these few days i'm veri excited. Why? Coz school is starting soon... yea~!
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    Today when there to have a look. Well... tis is a pic of tp. and e school i'm goin. The Temasek Polytechnic Design School.-
    Okiee... TT's all... maybe write another day... I got nth to write.
    Anyway, reminding ppl hu r readin tis blog... pls tag.

    Thanks for e support. \/=^-^)/

    @ 9:04 PM

    Saturday, April 08, 2006


    long time nvr write again. ok nw devote a little section of e blog to my new found mummy i made in habbo, or else she will nt be happy. lol. nw usin 1 hand to type... so all small letter. pls dun mind. my new mummy name is call fionella... she always say she rock , so i call her fionella.rox. Also... my mummy is veri siao one. Ahahaha... Not i say one... she say she siao herself. Well... here is a pic of mummy. okay... mummy, dun be surprise and ask hw i gt yr pic... but well... i have my ways.. haha
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    E one wearing white spec \/=^-^)/
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    Haiz... today is reallie a bad day la. A series of thing happen that reallie ruin my day. Well... if u guess coz my sis naughty, yep.. she part of e reason bt there's other. It's all coz i try to be good guy lo. Well... bt it's rather amusing...Y? It's coz e place tt make me angry is at habbo hotel. lol. U think i'm childish play habbo? well... tt's hw bored i am at home lo. Had to resort to playin habbo.
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    So.. in habbo, i do have a job.lol wat? u may ask. I'm a priest in there who hold wedding cermony at e wedding chapel of love, on voluntary basis, no one employ me. But i've a reputation alr. Ppl wan to get marry will msg me to help them hold it. So far i 've handled 12++ marriages cases.lol
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    It begin well. i jus help a couple get married.. after tt, my habbo fren. Also wan. and ok i tot... bt i was scolded by her bf 4 nth. Well at least it start when i tried to stop a man frm trashing e weddin cermony. I wan both side to stop so i tell both nt to fight(maybe tone a little harsh) For Heaven Sake. I did nth wrong n i gt scolded n threaten by her bf. Threats like "u hum arh, ah kua izzit,,, wan to fight ? Go (some place) lar." Well... bt i'm a gentleman... i let him win. well.. let him win, i tot everything ok... he still bombard me with vulagarity... Damn sickening and it reallie spoilt my day. And i also delete all contacts i have with tt fren of mine. Hp, msn.... hope i will nvr be reminded of those 2 person again(tt fren n her bf).
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    well... i'm positive...i may have a high chance of succedding(forgettin them) coz i gt short term memory

    @ 9:54 PM

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    Hi, this is a blog by 5amuel Chan.
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    5amuel Chan
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    Interactive Media Design
    Temasek Polytechnic

    Formerly studying in...
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    Qihua Pri. Sch

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