I do not know how to start this blog. Whether I should talk about things 2 days ago, or yesterday or just today. You see... only 3 days and I have spent $250++. This is so unlike me. Even if it's a 2 dollar item, I also ponder for very long before buying them, sometime even put it back, thinking it is not worth it. Take for example a book I bought on saturday from the graphic book store. I went in, look around, pick a book, and hand it over at the counter. I did that in a record time of under 1 min~! And that book cost 30 over dollar~! Usually, even if i saw something I really like, I will walk around the store with the thing in my hand, thinking should i buy it for like 30 min be4 i decided to pay up at the counter.
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I was fooled. The feeling of nothingness is just temporary. At least it is not as bad as I think. I can still cope with it and there is no more headache.
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I was all alone the whole time. No friends, no family support(since i told them nth at all). I was crying and rotting on the inside. Just hoping someone would lend a hand. I have no friends I can find when I'm in need. Nobody is to be blame, I'm just not a good friend myself.