This felt so strange. Now that I've told her. It's neither a yes nor a no. I thought i will just cry over it and try to get it over but i don't. I don't understand. In fact I felt nothing. Even things i once held truly is also gone. I just had no feeling for my passion, my dreams. Friends, family? No, absoutely nothing. It has being a while since I wore this sociable mask and had so much of fun. It has being removed? I dunnoe.
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No one is to be blame here, except me. I take fully responsible, but I just figure out what went wrong. Now what? I dun even know what to react. I don't feel like contacting my friends for a chat, take my daughters for movie. I just don't care(well... it's nt coz i'm angry with my life but rather, I have no more feeling for all this). I used to want to hang out with my friends, enjoy drawing, do lots of things but now all my motivation is gone. Why do I have to do this anyway? Why? Someone, pls answer me...
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Well... I don't need to keep my 2nd blog a secret anymore. You can find it in the link of my friends under $0.35(that's me) Ta ta... friends... if I do have any \/= ^__^)/