Tuesday, July 25, 2006


    I sat on the bus stop. Hey here come my bus no. 58.... I wasn't sure what I was thinking, but i never stood up and let the bus jus pass me...
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    Today is my worst day, i tell you. After missing tt bus, when i board another to go TP, I actually o'ershot. Don't know wat was goin in my head. After taekwondo, I even missed 3 buses.... first is 22, then 58, then 22 again. Then i finally boarded 58. I can actually made so much mistake in a day... \/= ~_~)/
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    The day start with something unpleasant. When I went to my hamsters' cage. Head count~! I found that 2 more babies died... Left with 1 or 2... Sad man... Normally, such things would affect a person, (who like his hamster as much as i do) whole day. Not me, I picked myself together and continue my research. I think i have stressed myself too much. That day, I made a few important decision that would reallie get me into trouble if i don't achieve them. I may even get sued. More stressed.
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    And for the whole day, I believe that I have not spoken to anyone. The only thing i ever say is hi and bye. Really need help. Don't get me wrong, I don't need anyone to care or bother anymore. The dreams and goals I have have already far exceeded anyone I knew. No one will ever understand me now. I set a expectation so high that people dun even dare to dream of. I'm stressed, I reallie stressed. I need not anyone to help by the way, I just need support. To achieve these goals, I already gave up everything I treasured most, my social life, my friends... the only way I can earn myself back some... whatever, is to get successful, achieve my dreams. Or else I lose everything.
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    Can you believe it? Right after 2D ended, I've being studying all modes of online business, PPC advertising, traffic generation, affilliant sale. I already acquire knowledges that people are willing to spent hundreds just to know within these few days... I already put myself in the situation where I must succeed or else i die. Promised companies to produce products. And... did i mention... i tot Culture and Expression is just lectures? Damn~!!! I junior year senior(yr2 for short) told me that C and E is just lectures, no hw... and so i tot tt yeaH... i gt a few mth to start up my online business and so start taking orders... who know and the lecturers actually give hw... shit.... I'm not sure I have the time to tend both my studies and business at e same time...
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    Well.... cannot blame him entirely. Bet he nvr do his homework.... : )

    @ 11:56 PM

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