Wednesday, July 05, 2006


    This is so frustrating. This is e first time i painted in acrylic, on an A3 size paper n it look like Wt*!!! It so nt nice. Personally, I felt tt it is the worst work I have produce so far in TP. Felt so... I hate it... I hate myself still nt being able master painting. In order to do well for this module, who knew hw much research i have, hw much money i have spent on books on painting(it's like, 80-90 plus lo)? I started frm nothing... absolutely lousy painting skills, i tot i put in lots of work, in e end, it's still trash! : ( Still remember the first few assignment, on of which is colour wheel, i alr did my best painting it, redid 2 times, but in e end still very ugly. Too diluted paint and unconfident brushstrokes... are some of my prob when I juz started out...
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    To me, when i say i put in 70%, 80%... It is not actually what it sounds like, it's nt like i still have some remaining talent i nvr use. To me, 100% simply means I'm totally happy with my work. It seem tt when i was young I can reach 100% easily as my taste wasn't tt mature(izzit e rite word 2 use?) As we grow up, our taste for art apreciation gt higher and I'm slowly feeling tt i can't keep up with tt pace and quality of work remaining constant, I felt it had seemingly decrease dramastically. Die lar how. Reaching higher percentage wasn't reallie tt hard. I noe i can improve e quality of the work by a few way. Self-Motivation(which i think i did pretty well), Perservance, Patient, learning techniques(tt's wat my art book r for) and most importantly, my Skill.
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    Haiz... to cut things short, what I am trying to say is... HeLp Me... I can't take it anymore... AARRGGG... super stressed ahhH keafheiwhfih y.c.WDHGnjkh,,j

    @ 10:08 PM

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