Man... I am weird. Sometime I dun even know what am I doing. No one can understand me... like wise, I dun even understand myself. When someone were to say, I understand. What Bullshit!
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I love reading. I love learning. I love knowledge... however, have I know too much? Just like psychology and body language. I'm now so aware of these stuff that it became habit. I've a habit of applying what I learn. Shouldn't that be good? Maybe... But can you imagine being aware of even simple reflex action. I control each movement, each emotion, each expression to fit the situation. So as not to do something awkward. I analyse each situation and do only the right thing... and masked my emotion.
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Man, does that sound confusing? Yep, damn right. And I was confused too... up till a point I do not know what I am doing, what I am really feeling at that moment
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The 1 emotion that i cannot masked and make me do really stupid things is Love. Yea...
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Next, psychology is something that after I learned, it just came back naturally. As in the rules are there in my mind... I see the situation, and apply the rule. Practical scenario. Logical solution. Like the example I always quote, to make me do something, I put myself in a situation where I do it, or die...
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That end my post. Gotta sleep now. Leave a msg in the shoutbox.