Friday, February 29, 2008
Wow. What a fun day...
Started out with a boring morning as I do my Project 3 work. Seriously, I think I was working WAY... too slow. I can't seem to regain my momentum for working. It was like I work on Flash for 5 minutes, look at what I done, admire it (lol) then give a pat on my shoulder saying, "Good, this is what I want to achieve" and check my psp battery. Yay~! Its full again, then I started playing for about one and a half hour till the battery is flat. Then get back working for another 5 minutes and switch on the tv and watch the news.
After the news ended, I get back to work... but wait, better sent a msg to 'yy' (lol, nickname. Hehe) and see if she awake. Hmm... I don't think she awake yet, better continue doing my work. But wait, check the psp battery. Cool, 50%. I can still play a while... and I play for another 45 minutes or so.
Sent a msg to 'yy', then called her. Okay, she is officially still sleepin'. Lol. And when she finally replied, she say she jus wake up. At 1pm plus. Hmm... why am I not surprised. Lol.
When she came at 4 plus, the rest was quite enjoyable and fun. I can't believe I sat there to do my work for more than 30 minute (approxi.) straight without leaving my seat (maybe also because there someone to tok to \/= -_-)/). Set an own personal record. Hehe. I can never do that ever since I enter Polytechnic. Brain juice is drained man.
Previously wanted to eat Sakae for dinner, lazy to 'Q' so we chose to dine at some Korean restaurant at a deserted corner. Never had so much fun ever since enter Polytechnic (note to people who want to enter Poly. Poly is fun, but I never bother to mix around so its not fun 4 me. haha)
Its a fun day, nevertheless, it is also a very tiring day. Saying about tireness, I'm feeling tired right now and I think I will stop here. Awww.... (yawn)
@ 11:24 PM
Started out with a boring morning as I do my Project 3 work. Seriously, I think I was working WAY... too slow. I can't seem to regain my momentum for working. It was like I work on Flash for 5 minutes, look at what I done, admire it (lol) then give a pat on my shoulder saying, "Good, this is what I want to achieve" and check my psp battery. Yay~! Its full again, then I started playing for about one and a half hour till the battery is flat. Then get back working for another 5 minutes and switch on the tv and watch the news.
After the news ended, I get back to work... but wait, better sent a msg to 'yy' (lol, nickname. Hehe) and see if she awake. Hmm... I don't think she awake yet, better continue doing my work. But wait, check the psp battery. Cool, 50%. I can still play a while... and I play for another 45 minutes or so.
Sent a msg to 'yy', then called her. Okay, she is officially still sleepin'. Lol. And when she finally replied, she say she jus wake up. At 1pm plus. Hmm... why am I not surprised. Lol.
When she came at 4 plus, the rest was quite enjoyable and fun. I can't believe I sat there to do my work for more than 30 minute (approxi.) straight without leaving my seat (maybe also because there someone to tok to \/= -_-)/). Set an own personal record. Hehe. I can never do that ever since I enter Polytechnic. Brain juice is drained man.
Previously wanted to eat Sakae for dinner, lazy to 'Q' so we chose to dine at some Korean restaurant at a deserted corner. Never had so much fun ever since enter Polytechnic (note to people who want to enter Poly. Poly is fun, but I never bother to mix around so its not fun 4 me. haha)
Its a fun day, nevertheless, it is also a very tiring day. Saying about tireness, I'm feeling tired right now and I think I will stop here. Awww.... (yawn)
@ 11:24 PM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I didn't know if i should be panicking or not.
1) I have not started my P3 (6 cus~!!!)
2) No motivation to start
3) Not even worried that I might not finish
4) Relaxing everyday (justifying myself by saying, I need to wait till I get that spark of inspiration)
5) I only have 2 weeks left~!!!
Oh man... I was even addicted to my psp game, Patapon, right now. Just completed 5 missions. Patapon... they are cute little creatures... wait. Alright, i should not think of games now. Where was I. Yes, my P3. Like I was saying, I need to start work now. I had being too distracted these days. Still in holiday mood I guess...
Wait, I don't even have holidays, what am I talking about!?
You see, I'm not even able to think correctly...
Well... better start work now = /
@ 6:01 PM
1) I have not started my P3 (6 cus~!!!)
2) No motivation to start
3) Not even worried that I might not finish
4) Relaxing everyday (justifying myself by saying, I need to wait till I get that spark of inspiration)
5) I only have 2 weeks left~!!!
Oh man... I was even addicted to my psp game, Patapon, right now. Just completed 5 missions. Patapon... they are cute little creatures... wait. Alright, i should not think of games now. Where was I. Yes, my P3. Like I was saying, I need to start work now. I had being too distracted these days. Still in holiday mood I guess...
Wait, I don't even have holidays, what am I talking about!?
You see, I'm not even able to think correctly...
Well... better start work now = /
@ 6:01 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
During the pastor's sermon today, I'm once again reminded that we cannot serve both God and money. I once decided to follow God's way and everything I do, I did it for God. Then there was this period of time, my wealth suddenly increased from my Internet Business and I got too obessed with money once again.
As I venture deeper and take a bigger risk, I lost all the money again and went back to square one.
@ 2:02 AM
As I venture deeper and take a bigger risk, I lost all the money again and went back to square one.
@ 2:02 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
I was leaning at the pillar, watching the buses went by me. Recalling all the past memories, both happy and sad when I was in secondary school. I wish to talk to someone, but...
I had a great day at my secondary school's (Christchurch sec.) carnival. A few of my friends are relief teachers there, since they are waiting for the 'A' level result, and were selling tickets of CHR's carnival.
I promised to buy from them and went there at around 4 o'clock. Had a great pool game at the staff lounge with some of my old classmates, Juliana, Cheng Ken and Vincent until we were chased out as I'm not a staff \/= -_-)/
After which, we went to the airport to see Emily off but we were too late and end up not being able to say goodbye to her. = (
Had our dinner at T3. Wow, it was damn big and very nice. There's even NTUC fairprice there. We bought Popeye (remember? the very old cartoon, Popeye the sailor man!) and eat at some deserted corner.
We walked around T3 before taking the Skytrain to T1. Then we slowly chat and walk towards the bus stops at the bottom level of the airport. Someone saw the their bus approaching from a distant and dash across the road. I continue walking slowly and watch as they board the bus hurriedly. No goodbye... and I was the only left there. Obviously no one remember me and I found myself back to reality.
I leaned at the pillar, watching the buses went by me one by one. Recalling all the past memories, both happy and sad when I was in secondary school. I was emotional and wish to talk to someone, i figure no one would care. I had a friend that we recently became very close, but I just felt that I was interferring with her life too much... I'm treating her as my best friend but not expecting her to have the same feeling... she still has her good friends too... but I don't.
I've a lot friends too, but there is not much whom I can trust, whom would listen to my rant, and would trust me enough to share their feelings. I have such friends when I was in secondary school... but in IMD...
There was a lot of backstabbing and competition in IMD. People would just come and peek o'er at your work and mentally compare your work with theirs. If theirs is much better, they would smile and go away but if yours is better than theirs, they will say, "wao lao... so good, spoil market arh!?" and will quickly get back to do more work and try to beat you the next time round.
Its like, I don't care okay... so what if yours is better than mine? and pleassseee... if you want to compare, at least don't be so obvious can? You know what I mean? Those look a few second, a moment of silent and go without giving any comment. Haha... your body language betray you.
Yes, I also go around watching others but for me, its either I am tired and need to walk around and see how others are doing or I am feeling good that day and want to help others and advice them what to do. Seriously, would you want to compare with weaker people like ******? I look at theirs and really tell them how they can improve (if I can) or give them more motivation by saying the good points of their design.
I just want to point out that competition is normal but when you go into extreme and would do whatever to beat them, scheme, bad-mouth, or even befriend someone due competition,
it unhealthy.
I just badly need a best friend...
@ 12:19 AM
I had a great day at my secondary school's (Christchurch sec.) carnival. A few of my friends are relief teachers there, since they are waiting for the 'A' level result, and were selling tickets of CHR's carnival.
I promised to buy from them and went there at around 4 o'clock. Had a great pool game at the staff lounge with some of my old classmates, Juliana, Cheng Ken and Vincent until we were chased out as I'm not a staff \/= -_-)/
After which, we went to the airport to see Emily off but we were too late and end up not being able to say goodbye to her. = (
Had our dinner at T3. Wow, it was damn big and very nice. There's even NTUC fairprice there. We bought Popeye (remember? the very old cartoon, Popeye the sailor man!) and eat at some deserted corner.
We walked around T3 before taking the Skytrain to T1. Then we slowly chat and walk towards the bus stops at the bottom level of the airport. Someone saw the their bus approaching from a distant and dash across the road. I continue walking slowly and watch as they board the bus hurriedly. No goodbye... and I was the only left there. Obviously no one remember me and I found myself back to reality.
I leaned at the pillar, watching the buses went by me one by one. Recalling all the past memories, both happy and sad when I was in secondary school. I was emotional and wish to talk to someone, i figure no one would care. I had a friend that we recently became very close, but I just felt that I was interferring with her life too much... I'm treating her as my best friend but not expecting her to have the same feeling... she still has her good friends too... but I don't.
I've a lot friends too, but there is not much whom I can trust, whom would listen to my rant, and would trust me enough to share their feelings. I have such friends when I was in secondary school... but in IMD...
There was a lot of backstabbing and competition in IMD. People would just come and peek o'er at your work and mentally compare your work with theirs. If theirs is much better, they would smile and go away but if yours is better than theirs, they will say, "wao lao... so good, spoil market arh!?" and will quickly get back to do more work and try to beat you the next time round.
Its like, I don't care okay... so what if yours is better than mine? and pleassseee... if you want to compare, at least don't be so obvious can? You know what I mean? Those look a few second, a moment of silent and go without giving any comment. Haha... your body language betray you.
Yes, I also go around watching others but for me, its either I am tired and need to walk around and see how others are doing or I am feeling good that day and want to help others and advice them what to do. Seriously, would you want to compare with weaker people like ******? I look at theirs and really tell them how they can improve (if I can) or give them more motivation by saying the good points of their design.
I just want to point out that competition is normal but when you go into extreme and would do whatever to beat them, scheme, bad-mouth, or even befriend someone due competition,
it unhealthy.
I just badly need a best friend...
@ 12:19 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Just change my blogskin to one with my face. Haha. The comDA is finally over.
Anyway, going to sleep now. Blog more next time
@ 3:23 AM
Anyway, going to sleep now. Blog more next time
@ 3:23 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
For everyone that worries and do not know what's going on with my last post. Haha... Its due to some stress I being through this few weeks. Having comDA (a module based on english) and P3 (a very heavy module) and having friends backstab whenever you are not looking and when you are the most vulnerable and you needed help the most. I've seen the best in people and now you let me see the worst in them.
What do you want from me huh? Haha... well, you see, I dun really care. Life will still go on. But just be careful not to cross the line, I'm not always Mr. Good-guy =D
And btw, I'm typing this post when I should be doing my comDA final thesis proposal. Its 4 am in the morning and I am like, haven even started on it... (hope I make some of you happy). But dun worry, I will complete it in time. This is not another one of those emo, emo type of post so there isn't any reason for you not to continue reading. Here goes...
This few weeks I'm really leading a very healthy life and run at least 3 times every week. Not only is that my new year resolution, but it fit the theme I'm doing for my P3. If I wasn't fit and healthy myself, how could I convince and sell my website to the client. Lol... (of course that's not entirely true lar, just psyco myself to that so I will exercise regularlly.)
Another thing is that I'm glad there still friends out there who still care for me, and is worth caring for (friendship is a 2-way thing isn't it?). One of them is Yiling, a girl so kind, with a heart of gold and so ignorant of this cruel world we live in. Luckily she's not in IMD or she will...
not be able to take the constant "power-struggle" (lol) and backstabbing among people in IMD. Don't worry about me guys, I wear anti-backstabbing vest =D Well... I just want to say, since we left secondary school and kiss our school books goodbye I haven't being able to find another friends that is willing to listen to all the rant I have in school, willingly share all their feeling and emotions. Remember the the good friend, good buddy type. Yea... I tried to find one in IMD, but... (okay I will not say anything)
Anyway, for those "bad guys" in IMD, dun look around, you know who you are, your scheme do not work on me and well it merely make me stronger. I just want to say beware, I just haven go all out yet. Still staying in my comfort zone and slacking, who knows what I may unleashed when I get serious... haha... "unleashed"? I think I will not elaborate on that and enable you to make a lame joke out of it. Lol...
Yeap, I think I should get back to work now. Its 4:20. Woo... I wasted 20 min on writing this post?! comDA final proposal, here I come ~!
@ 4:00 AM
What do you want from me huh? Haha... well, you see, I dun really care. Life will still go on. But just be careful not to cross the line, I'm not always Mr. Good-guy =D
And btw, I'm typing this post when I should be doing my comDA final thesis proposal. Its 4 am in the morning and I am like, haven even started on it... (hope I make some of you happy). But dun worry, I will complete it in time. This is not another one of those emo, emo type of post so there isn't any reason for you not to continue reading. Here goes...
This few weeks I'm really leading a very healthy life and run at least 3 times every week. Not only is that my new year resolution, but it fit the theme I'm doing for my P3. If I wasn't fit and healthy myself, how could I convince and sell my website to the client. Lol... (of course that's not entirely true lar, just psyco myself to that so I will exercise regularlly.)
Another thing is that I'm glad there still friends out there who still care for me, and is worth caring for (friendship is a 2-way thing isn't it?). One of them is Yiling, a girl so kind, with a heart of gold and so ignorant of this cruel world we live in. Luckily she's not in IMD or she will...
not be able to take the constant "power-struggle" (lol) and backstabbing among people in IMD. Don't worry about me guys, I wear anti-backstabbing vest =D Well... I just want to say, since we left secondary school and kiss our school books goodbye I haven't being able to find another friends that is willing to listen to all the rant I have in school, willingly share all their feeling and emotions. Remember the the good friend, good buddy type. Yea... I tried to find one in IMD, but... (okay I will not say anything)
Anyway, for those "bad guys" in IMD, dun look around, you know who you are, your scheme do not work on me and well it merely make me stronger. I just want to say beware, I just haven go all out yet. Still staying in my comfort zone and slacking, who knows what I may unleashed when I get serious... haha... "unleashed"? I think I will not elaborate on that and enable you to make a lame joke out of it. Lol...
Yeap, I think I should get back to work now. Its 4:20. Woo... I wasted 20 min on writing this post?! comDA final proposal, here I come ~!
@ 4:00 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
No way. I can't do this... That's my only...
...
...
well... I dun care alright...
yes.
@ 1:47 AM
...
...
well... I dun care alright...
yes.
@ 1:47 AM
WeLc0mE
Hi, this is a blog by 5amuel Chan.
Feel free to look around =D
Pr0fiLe
5amuel Chan
10021989
Interactive Media Design
Temasek Polytechnic
Christ Church Sec. Sch
Qihua Pri. Sch
tAgGiEs
aRcHiVes
December 2005January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
August 2007
September 2007
February 2008
March 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
CrEdiTs
design Dedrived from:::candybear::
designer:::5amuel::
image host:photobucket
ExTrAs
nth much...