@ 9:25 AM

Haha, Im writing this post while Im in the office. I jus have some stuff on my mind that I wish to share.


If you notice my facebook status. It reads im a unique individual. Pertaining to that, I have had friends calling me and asking me in person what is it Im so special. Lol. Well... its jus a random status/quote someone put so what's the big fuss (no offense)? Some of you might have remember me putting the status, "Samuel is so handsome (which is quite true)", and I get the respond of why Samuel's so thick skin (soo sorry for any not being to follow what Im trying to say, since Im still sleepy and I myself had no idea what Im driving to).

So well, if you guys want to know why is Samuel is a unique individual, lemme help u break it down. First, Im thick skin. No doubt Im a little introvert at time but the truth is Im more confidence of myself and thick skin then most extrovert people. It jus tat Im really bad in talking so if there is no reason, I rather keep my mouth shut. Second, Im not easily influence. Majority of people is always influence by trends and what their peers do. But i don't. One of the example these days is that, everyone into photography recntly (even my gf seem a little interested nw = /) and alot more getting influence and jumping into this hobby and buying those expensive 'toy'. Some might say, its a matter of personal interest, but I don't see it this way. I know alot of people taking up photography just because their peers do and it seem 'cool' to own one.

For me, Im not constricted to the norm in the society. If you want to be normal, you can, and no doubt, you will blend easily into the thousands and thousands of people jus like yourselves. However for me, I want to be unique. I don't wish to lead a normal lives jus like the majority of the people out there (it doesn't necessary mean I want to be rich). I want everyday to be an adventure, everyday a new day to look forward to, everyday a whole unique experience, so I can enjoy everyday God has given me =D

Ok, third is that Im willing to change to be a better person. I already have a lot of positive titles out there, like Samuel's a good boy, Samuel's very helpful, Samuel's a pro at ____(fill in the blank). I was even awarded 'Singa Award: Most courteous student' while I was in Secondary School (which I think was really a joke... cause I dun really consider myself courteous and this suggest that majority of my schoolmate is not courteous).


This however, dun stop me from wanting to change and become a better person. Im constantly reflecting myself and watever situation Im in that require me to make a decision, I will think what would Jesus do in this situation. This doesn't mean Im always faultless. I still make mistakes and wrong decision at time and I pray to God to forgive me when I sin. Things like get angry and scold my sister, cheating at _____(couldn't really think of any now) and maybe be rude at _____ (families, friends, seniors, etc.). Well, that was abit Holy doesn't it? Lol... lvl up... ta-daaaaa...


There was once in the past(before my girl girl), I was rejected by this particular girl. Its quite some time ago, when Im still immature (to some extent). And the reason for rejecting me is pretty... weird... actually. She say, "... ... (alot of useless junk) ... so even if I give you a chance, will you even change?" I pointed this incident out since the third point state that if given a good reason, I will change. There's a chinese saying that goes like this, 'Jiang mountain easy to change, but a person behaviour is hard to change'. Its jus like saying 'a leopard never change its spot'...


Well, if the change is positive and don't contradict to what the Bible teaches, I will change. There is also a lot of things that while reflecting and decided to change without others telling me. Things like 'hao lian'ing (lol), giving people attitude (one of it happen during P2. Arrgg... i muz change i muz change!)... These dazes, I don't do that anymore. At least I dare to point out my own mistake, alot of people don't. After pointing out I will consciously put in effort to do the changes.

This points shld be able to show that Samuel is a unique individual (I think) so ciao!

Saturday, September 20, 2008