Is this the kinda thick n thin we just went thru. If it iz, its kinda scary... as it almost jeopardize the relationship. Sometime I just hide alot of things from others... And if you start wondering if this is gonna be another one of those emo post, yes it is. skip tis post if u wan =P

Most of the time, I do things with a purpose. I have a higher level of doing things (sometime I don't) that I don't normally like to tell others about. Don't worry, its never ever evil intention.

I will think of what Jesus would do in a particular situation. Most of the things he did appear weak in front of others, being ostracised to some degree but alot of people jus dun see the "higher level" of his action. Which is far more important then what others see n think of him.

Well... I not saying I am Him. I admit I am not always 100% correct n my action is not always the best one. Im never be like Him and Im never perfect. But I hope if there's only 1 thing i can learn from Him, its Love. His unconditioned Love for us and the ultimate sacrifice He made for us at the cross.

My relationship with girl girl is also not that shallow. I never meant for her misunderstanding but Im glad it all clear up. I will not go into details about tis but I would like to again end this post up with something for the reader to think about...

But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without
expecting to get anything back.Then your reward will be great, and you
will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.
Luke 6:35

Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.
Ephesians 4:2

Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.
1 John 4:8