While doing SIP n yearbook, I am selected as 1 of the male lead for the church play. Yeaaaa... however the bad part is... the practise n rehersal which is super tiring.... Sometime, I had 2 practise a week (for my part).

Let's take a look at school side of life... I had model making elective, and VPess. Luckily Im quite skilful in hand work. I think i cope with it pretty well. But dun forget I have the FINAL YEAR PROJECT! The MAJOREST project of all the projects. The most important PROJECT for my 3 years of poly life and it has past 1 mth and seriously, to be dead honest, I never done anything. Yes.... HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING except for the proposal presentation. Its not like I have no idea or change of idea. I KNEW wat I want to do but I JUST HAVE NOOOOO TIME. OMG~!!!

My FYP is suppose to be used for Diploma Show 2009 which is quite a big thing. Nope, done nothing. And sometime during Jan, I need to setup my project 4 installation bike for OPEN HOUSE and I need to reshoot some video. Production most likely need 1 week. Fair enough.

before i proceed to more personal stress, let's take a look back at church stuff. While doing yearbook i was asked to also do the Christmas play's poster and the play's entrance ticket. I was like..... ok.... ok.... (if u noe me well, u would haf known me as a person who do not refuse any asking for help) so i agree to take up the project too. Which is due... like.... TODAY!? After writing tis blog i need to rush to finish it. I also had to create a flash flipbook version of the church yearbook which i finally completed yesterday... like finally can breathe well abit. 

also on sunday, Im in charge of multimedia.... and I had to come out with the powerpoint slides for this Sunday's service....

Hmmm... VPess need to submit on monday, so tt give me Sunday, after service to do. Fair enuff... 

Abit personal stress. Grandma's memory is a little failing rite nw and if you seen "Money Not enuff 2" you would understand.... keep asking the same question o'er n o'er again... I can't really concentrate on my work for a full 1 hour. Today she asked me to eat for about 7 times? From the time I reached home which is abt 3 pm.... all the way to 7 pm which is my usual dinner time. Why would she ask me if I wan to eat at 3pm, 4pm, 5pm, 6pm and anytime in between??? I have noooooo idea.

If you are a follower of my blog, you would have noe I had a little quarrel with my gf a while ago. Good/Bad news.... she promoted to become my ex alr. whooo... but tooooo stress to even feel sad about it which is pretty sad. Ha. haven updated my facebook status as I dun wan my parents to know. My mom is on facebook every nite so if i update it, it will be very obvious. 

Im stressed enuff, dun wan dem to give me stress. Oh well... my mom read blog too so its jus a matter of time be4 she spot tis. 

Another personal stress is quite time sensitive and critical and ... need to be resolve fast. My cashflow is literally dying~!!!!! I have only 400 plus in my bank acct nw n my tis mth bill is almost up (which is about 600 plus) Once again, follower of this blog will noe im into internet marketing.... and i received thousands and thousands of dollar of cash... I have already received 3 check amounting to about $2600 by only spending abt $1000. So ROI is 150% but the problem isssss... even the first check, which is $1500 has not cleared yet. US check take eons to clear n im now worrying if it is goin to be cleared or not. Once the first check is in. My cashflow will not be this tight.... 

Another problem is since now I have no time to even look at my internet marketing stuff... I haven really went in there and tweak and maintain.... so sales dropped by ALOT while daily advertising fee remain the SAME. I need time to go in to optimize the campaign... like seriously... and look for more ways to automate the whole process. TIME is of the essence. (not brand essence)

I also need to read my bible, QT, very important.... need to exercise for NAPFA which I set every monday, wednesday n friday (i have postponed today training to tomorrow). Everyday after lesson I will go straight home to either sleep or start work. No time to hang out with Joshua, dey all sit there, do nothing, play games, watch videos, chat. Im taking my work very seriously and I dun wan to scare dem n stress dem by doing my work in school =P 

Recently, I also bought an iPod Touch which I really loved it. My first mp3 player actually. I need music to bring my stress level down. And I used it when exercising which is really effective in motivating and keeping my energy level high. Im into all kinda 'brain hacking'... im able to control my emotion very well... which is why when i break up with my ex, the whole world never crash down on me. I am able to keep happy and use put in heart into everything I do. And God is also out there looking out for me. Making sure I was not stressed sooo much I couldn't handle. 

Some random tots to end tis post off.... I want to be illustrator! I want iCat (cousin of iDog) for Christmas! Stress sucked but I enjoyed it! I seriously need a life! I already got a life! I wish a pill is all the food I need for a day! I want to stop time like Hiro and finish all my work in a 0 second! Being a speedster also not bad (finish work in a milisecond)! I loved my new room layout! I want to draw! I want a kitten (that makes 2 cats. iCat and a real cat! I am handsome! I am thickskin! I am better than YOU! Ok la, dun sad la, u r good too! YT is spec club president! I am spec club VP! PHY is cute (oops)! Sam is not equal Samuel! Samuel's chinese name is SPECIAL! 

I love being me...

@ 8:00 PM